OK. The problem didn't go away by itself. Too bad.
This will drive me crazy, simply, because I cannot understand how that happened.
The other day I was editing a post, because I was thinking of a certain Rilke poem and wanted to have a look at it. Going through it I figured I needed the whole thing and not just the extract I picked out back then. So I changed it.
And I have this thing that I always need to remember everything that's happened or I've seen (even if it's dead and ugly). Thus, I document, annotate, save and back-up save everything in multiple folders, pdf files and whatever else. And I was thinking to myself, Why are even you doing this? It on my blog. It's pointless.
Answer came within the next 12 hours. Great. I can never trust the internet again.
Using my pdf's at least I can quickly find back the pic belonging to each post.
Maybe I find something I forgot. It's quite helpful sometimes to recall things I kind of worked out for myself before and I usually find some comfort in it.
Right now I find comfort in here:
"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs one hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate... but with his other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins." - Franz Kafka
I'm going to fix the Kafka posts first. And for the rest - if you're looking for me,
I'll be under the ruins.
This is not necessarily good.
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